So I went to my fab party with a little friend of mine, Candy Darling, stoned. We got interviewed by the redbull tv crew, drank a little, and jet our tails right out of there after the boredom became more… Continue Reading →

So yay for me I get to go to some exclusive redbull smashathon tomorrow evening at some photo studios renovated to look like an outdoor wonderland complete with trees and all that other stuff. Woot woot for me. Strangely I… Continue Reading →

I was adopted a long time ago. Spoke to my natural by blood half sister last night for a couple hours. Though my upbringing was riddled with quasi emotional strife not knowing who I was, where I came from, or… Continue Reading →

So working at this gym has taught me a little bit about my limitations; exercise, though healthy for me and certainly necessary given my health issues, is something I really don’t have enough time to pursue. Working these two jobs… Continue Reading →

It’s funny how strange it is to learn the lessons I have learned. Purely by chance, circumstance. People definitely have “disappointed” me for quite some time. I decided to quit noticing that and start picturing myself in other places. Not… Continue Reading →

It’s funny. I don’t think of myself as much of a fighter, especially in relationships. For some reason lately I have been doing nothing else with Johnnie. Fight fight, fight. Yesterday I did well in subduing an anxiety attack that… Continue Reading →

My life is sometimes so disorganized, I have to remind myself of what I feel. I lose papers in papers, smeared with lipstick, red streaks leaving scarlet letters of my inconsistent responsibility. I suppose that people sometimes need people. Sometimes… Continue Reading →

Kelley is here, sleeping away on my futon. She rules, of course, and our visits next time cannot be so sparse. In the, 4? or 3 whatever years we have been plopping around on this site, first in chat then… Continue Reading →

OK, current schedule: 45-65 hours working for crunch downtown (near wall street and battery park)..If you want to join a gym we have the best facilities and coolest classes around. check out crunch.com to see. 15 hours freelance scouting. 10-12… Continue Reading →

Dudeman got arrested yesterday so that he would have to spend the weekend in jail. Alex and I signed the complaint for the warrant for his arrest last weekend with this plan to get him arrested on Friday so he… Continue Reading →