Scars and Hearts or maybe Hearts and Scars

I AM IMMORTAL/Draft 1 Originally written before the election….

I’m kidding of course but I am very much alive. Guess what has happened since then? You guessed it, another open heart surgery. Actually. I had my stent (TEVAR) re-lined in that time as well. I keep getting to survive… Continue Reading →

Oof. Everything fell apart while I was away

Wow, everyone. My country full fucked this one up. In ways I really cannot even being to discuss in full but I am gonna try. There is something wrong with a public that is so reliant on greed & money… Continue Reading →

We’re all a little closer to dying every day

I guess the thing I’ve accepted these days is that I am probably a lot closer to the end than some extended fantasy timeline where I get a house or some Italian villa before Italy gets creamed by a volcano… Continue Reading →

UGH. I hate you but I want to love you

I have so much to do to fix this place, excuse its appearance -it resided at heartsandscars for so long, but I had to make some changes. There are so many people with heart problems I plan to use it… Continue Reading →

what do you do when the world is on fire

Fuck if I know. Honestly I have lived through some shit. Clearly my medical issues are not the norm, even for people with my gene defect they are a little outside the norm. But I haven’t lived the normal life…. Continue Reading →

I have been on video, if you didn’t know…

Of course I am still alive. Of course I never got COVID. I know, there’s probably a few surprised at that and yeah, I am waiting for my luck to run out, but for now my husband is in a… Continue Reading →

I’m telling you, yoga before open heart surgery

Hey so I don’t care if your surgery is in a month, two months, two weeks–my advice is to try that link to the practice I recommended the other day. I had no idea how hunched I really am–of course… Continue Reading →

let me convince you on the yoga again: OHS preparation

Day 4 Yoga/13 days in

Counting days, days counting. I have a thing for numbers so I tend to notice them a lot though clearly I am no mathematician–I have a plan to organize all my at-home notes into a book of sorts with all… Continue Reading →

Day 12: AVS coming soon

Soooo. You know I love being an experiment–actually that isn’t true, but let’s just say that in this life I have felt the need to be my own best advocate. I’ve experimented on myself over the years trying to find… Continue Reading →

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