I just got hit with this sudden chill, a whisper, that things are gonna be fine today what does it mean when someone is “there” for you? I have literally a laundry list of people who have come to me… Continue Reading →

I really gotta stay away from the people who have drained me monetarily spiritually emotionally and there are so many neatly stacked like books tumbling this way and that falling on my face ego smashed why do I take everyone… Continue Reading →

life is good, but my penchant for smartass little posts is completely dead at this moment. I stuff my mouth with grapes because they taste good– though in Brooklyn everything tastes a little bit better than it does in Jersey…. Continue Reading →

so today I had a good realization about people, things situations in my life and I am learning things about myself, and even though some of them burn and cauterize and pick to the bone, they are the good things… Continue Reading →

So today’s experiment involves juggling a number of tasks, which should prove to be both fulfilling and obvious. I spent some time with River yesterday evening, and remarked on my grand realization. “I know what you’re saying”, he says. ”… Continue Reading →

So, I had this little incident at the Lorimer stop this evening as I was dancing home after a lovely evening with E. And I was bending down to get this book out to look at for the first time… Continue Reading →

So I went from wanting to firebomb Verizon to wanting make them cookies today, fucking corporate policies and no communication between departments I wonder how it is that such big companies cannot understand streamlining information through their corporate echelon. I… Continue Reading →

stunted for reasons I cannot quite explain I woke up feeling lost somehow, like I wasn’t supposed to be there, in my bed. so late so late. I woke up at 11. But I passed out fully clothed, with my… Continue Reading →

words muttered under blanket covers knock a little closer to this thing pinacle you mentioned and things wrapped tightly around each other to breathe, not soft, not hard but evenly with imagination the blocks pull up forming many tassled castles… Continue Reading →

Better hire me. I am on this mad mad job search that better pan out. I don’ t wanna work until 5 am 5 nights a week so I am working the full-time angle with promises of health insurance, hopefully…. Continue Reading →