I don’t think people realize what an illness and major catastrophic health problem can do to a relationship that is not a marriage. It seems that people always think that they have been through more than you because they simply… Continue Reading →

weird titles i dig. usually they insinuate something more interesting is going on than actually is. the more I do the math the more i realize i haven’t had any real true time away from working some kind of job…from… Continue Reading →

I was telling someone that I was convinced that 90% of the recovery is mental. And I am thinking this has to be the case given my most recent activities. We got to LA at like 6 pm on Thursday…chilled… Continue Reading →

My clock is going to be off. In my head it is 3 am but here it is only midnight. How surprising this place was. I was telling E I would never get off the bus from podunk, USA thinking… Continue Reading →

First of all, I wanted to thank you all for being a part of what was probably record posting in my journal. That blip was actually supposed to be longer. But I wrote it and continued to get interrupted last… Continue Reading →

I spoke with someone earlier who told me that I didn’t always have to be running from death. That I was in a huge rush to accomplish stuff in efforts to escape or evade death. And I wonder if, no… Continue Reading →