in any case…here we are another Tuesday afternoon, with Bjorn probing my head and, my tolerance waning thin. I get easily aggravated, and I have no patience for bullshit, like yesterday’s bit when I went to see Hank Williams III,… Continue Reading →

the flooding of this, heart swept, beatings the pulsing of the flood my heart feels close to the explosion and the piercing of the stabbing, pains extend down to that frequence in birth I am killed each day to wake… Continue Reading →

there is something so beautiful about a man giving oral sex appropriately, I ponder this early afternoon in a cold house…like the climax where penetration is necessary, and you scream for the entry, and the appropriate steps taken after that… Continue Reading →

so i have returned from my journeys abroad to home which is not yet unpacked… which is the plan… I have developed a mild strategy for my job hunt which includes a web page supporting my resume as well as… Continue Reading →

so the deal is my high school has this wierdo practice of having a 5 year reunion…so that’s where I am off to right now-MASSHOLE, that is…and it’s kinna creepy…for reasons understood by the average…in any case, the party at… Continue Reading →

ok…my brain is seeping out my ears…and I am crying big time….why do I have to suffer so to be bee-yoot-y-ful? Fucking root time…gotta get rid of the ucky brown..and let the natural stripped beauty come through…all before I paint… Continue Reading →

destroyer made me just witness midget porn, and it’s scary…. I haven’t been on lately due to lack of puter to tool around with…but soon I will come play with all the bunnies….. I slept 12 hours today, making me… Continue Reading →

ok I tried and Eric is leaving tomorrow am so I am going…I’ll check little mole out tomorrow as well as consult tech support regarding my mod issues….. CHECK OUT MY NEW PAGEANT PIC….IT’S PRETTY!!!!!!!! see yas deanna  

I am trying to pretend I know all about this stuff but I am having a hard time making it appear as such… deAa is tired and needs loads more coffee and patience in order to make this little undertaking… Continue Reading →