Category hearts

These entries discuss heart surgery, recovery and other related comments.

the idea$$$$$

Okay, so I figured out some things, having really taken a deep look at our finances, or mine, for that matter, since I am the one without the resources and really, without a hell of a lot of the hope… Continue Reading →

experience vs expectation

Well guys, that thing I mentioned I might elaborate on later came to fruition, sending me into a bit of a tailspin. So my experience with my first surgeries and the like traced back to that rowdy month, October 1995… Continue Reading →

Aortic Dissection Awareness Day is Today, Guys

I can tell you all I felt like a bit of anomaly before I came across this group on facebook that has 2400 members. Granted I haven’t run into anyone with the exact same situations, but there are those who… Continue Reading →

what is your definition of family? mine is likely not the same…

Interesting lately watching the world pass by us as it does…Don and I, I had mentioned, are pretty distanced from all family members–birth adoptive, who I picked up last year, you know. I kid, but for years the idea of… Continue Reading →

the stitch of a crick leaves more felled to the back

The more I come back, err, the more that comes out seems to be bringing some of my floated poetry back into motion. So many years, so many poems scribed on dinner and cocktail napkins–a friend of mine had so… Continue Reading →

the history’s in question but there’s an end in sight

I’ve made these weird allusions to the way things have changed recently even just with an answer–and all of these things, they point to a conclusion, for once. I’ve tried writing this shit down…and I’ve felt ill-prepared in many ways… Continue Reading →

on suffering

Interesting quandaries I have found myself in lately…but for once in my life–I know I am not the only one wondering how my body could turn against me so explicitly. I know there are other people out there suffering and… Continue Reading →

When Timing Exists Perfectly to Fuck You: My Dog was Taken

I cannot even explain the frustration and deep pull of my heart in my chest right now. It is truly a heavy fucking weight right now, and is probably not the best thing for me to be enduring right now… Continue Reading →

this is where it begins

I can’t exactly convey how exciting it is to be here, of my own accord, through my own efforts, finally getting somewhere close to what I wanted. I have always spoken of making something beautiful out of the destruction my… Continue Reading →

inspiration comes from the strangest places

Oh, today–you started off bizarre, tear-filled and empty, then became a little more tolerable as the day went on. Poor F had to bear the brunt of it originally, meeting me on the street with tears streaming down my face…and… Continue Reading →

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