Category 2000-2011

good god, I have become this freaking gym

I came in early again to my little workplace, much invigorated by the countless hours I spend here. It’s an alright place to work, and this gym boasts one of the most diverse groups of people I have ever seen… Continue Reading →

la la la

So yes, I have been accused, and rightly so, of being a negative being. Call it a creature of habit, whatever. I TRY to see the glass as half-full, and I do my best not to under-appreciate circumstances around me…. Continue Reading →

An open Letter to my BAD INFLUENCE, please help

I’ve been writing all this crap lately. Barely able to formulate anything even remotely grammatically correct, I realize I need to do something else for a little while: Dear Miss Candy, I have a problem that I think you need… Continue Reading →

redbull, mismatches, and bad porno

So I went to my fab party with a little friend of mine, Candy Darling, stoned. We got interviewed by the redbull tv crew, drank a little, and jet our tails right out of there after the boredom became more… Continue Reading →

bzz bzz

So yay for me I get to go to some exclusive redbull smashathon tomorrow evening at some photo studios renovated to look like an outdoor wonderland complete with trees and all that other stuff. Woot woot for me. Strangely I… Continue Reading →

a sunny september 11, 2003

I was adopted a long time ago. Spoke to my natural by blood half sister last night for a couple hours. Though my upbringing was riddled with quasi emotional strife not knowing who I was, where I came from, or… Continue Reading →

a little bit of belly

So working at this gym has taught me a little bit about my limitations; exercise, though healthy for me and certainly necessary given my health issues, is something I really don’t have enough time to pursue. Working these two jobs… Continue Reading →

a little bit of something for a whole world of nothing

It’s funny how strange it is to learn the lessons I have learned. Purely by chance, circumstance. People definitely have “disappointed” me for quite some time. I decided to quit noticing that and start picturing myself in other places. Not… Continue Reading →

in random news

It’s funny. I don’t think of myself as much of a fighter, especially in relationships. For some reason lately I have been doing nothing else with Johnnie. Fight fight, fight. Yesterday I did well in subduing an anxiety attack that… Continue Reading →

Another edit of the following story

My life is sometimes so disorganized, I have to remind myself of what I feel. I lose papers in papers, smeared with lipstick, red streaks leaving scarlet letters of my inconsistent responsibility. I suppose that people sometimes need people. Sometimes… Continue Reading →

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