Category 2000-2011

So San Francisco and LA are like under $200 something round-trip. But Belize is right up there in affordability. I need something to look forward to, like a physical escape into warmer places. Last year it was Miami in December…. Continue Reading →

The incredible nature of being ensures the continuation of cycles. I don’t think it’s random, in fact the people and things that come close to you in times of need are necessary facets of realizing any kind of reality. It’s… Continue Reading →

So I did a little research, something one should do with every new medicine prescribed by the doctor, and discovered some fascinating stuff about it that might make my breaking down every day a little more plausible. This is it,… Continue Reading →

I am like a see-saw of baloney lately. One day I sit in my shit-filled empire, and I look around, and I see the shiny jewels of good that exist. Like, my dog. And I am alive. And I have… Continue Reading →

So I haphazardly checked myself into the ER on Wednesday at a frisky 4 something am, with those chest pains notated previously thumping under my breast. Thinking about the hospital, let alone checking into one is very destructive process for… Continue Reading →

So I couldn’t sleep. The pain. So- the my little friend is accompanying me to the ER. I should be checked in and raring to go at 5 or 6 am. Oh joy. Hopefully I will be home soon. I… Continue Reading →

hahaha. Okay, so you will never get me to take part in the big conspiracy that some dude is floating around on AngelSoft, picking and choosing his victims at random. The universe is too neat a place to have such… Continue Reading →

I feel good. Okay, so this is comparatively. I slept all last night, drawing all the good energy I could from friends and F, who hasn’t left my side in the three days that this has been vibrating. Biofeedback, my… Continue Reading →

Now my tooth is emanating pain, I’m sure to take the strain off of thinking about my heart. I’m going to the city tomorrow to see the Doctor. Another EKG, and god knows what after that. Bla bla bla. Isn’t… Continue Reading →

So I’ve been reading a lot these letters that people I know post about god, or the existence of, or not. So I wanted to say something. Because I am feeling exactly the same fucking parallel pain that I felt… Continue Reading →