Category 2000-2011

today is sad and stunted

stunted for reasons I cannot quite explain I woke up feeling lost somehow, like I wasn’t supposed to be there, in my bed. so late so late. I woke up at 11. But I passed out fully clothed, with my… Continue Reading →

bad teeth in dreamland

words muttered under blanket covers knock a little closer to this thing pinacle you mentioned and things wrapped tightly around each other to breathe, not soft, not hard but evenly with imagination the blocks pull up forming many tassled castles… Continue Reading →

these pinheads

Better hire me. I am on this mad mad job search that better pan out. I don’ t wanna work until 5 am 5 nights a week so I am working the full-time angle with promises of health insurance, hopefully…. Continue Reading →

Hate You Winter

This is the time of year rife with infested lungs, booger heads, and nasty hacking coughs. And I am about to get one. Though I am going to Noni it out of my body with some wellness formula if things… Continue Reading →

my belly stings, but my mind sings

It’s funny, the fuels to my fires spit off in fifteen different directions often, cultivated and mixed up into ready pools of sweet honey kisses, topped up by hands reaching, pulling, rubbing the line of musculature, faces cradled into hands,… Continue Reading →

if you want to catch the uncatchable woman, you give her a ring

Lately I have been peace-loving and problem solving deanna. Soon it’s gonna warp into I’m going forward no one can stop me literal Hot Shit. And if you said that you were lost, what would I say? Something lame like,… Continue Reading →

bloody leaves, and sun in the trees

Klick-clock, mouth falls open, ready to drink from another cup, because the life has been clean supped out of me. Not in this morbid digression or depression downward, but when change seeks a fine place in the crook of my… Continue Reading →

Never a prizewinner, never a prize

We all love going home to our respective families at the crook of holiday elbowing time. It seems funny to me that this whole country is full of people who despise and detest their relatives, simply because they exist in… Continue Reading →

Heart aflutter and minds in the gutter

Oooh wow. Internet is back and convenient and I am still bad at calling people back and e-mailing them, too. My mind is racing and everything is too fast to write about. For now, for now.

a new year. new start. new friends.

I am on my way out of work but felt compelled to update you guys on some changes going on in my life as of late. Number one, I am no longer with J. Lots of reasons, but more or… Continue Reading →

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