Author deanna

dogs aren’t cheap

Well, one thing I can say about moving back to the East coast is there is a heck of a lot more to get dogs sick here. In Colorado the worst you’d have to worry about is burned paws because… Continue Reading →

alcohol and ozone don’t mix

I’ve had an itchy throat for a week because of the ozone machine. It’s in the bathroom, see, a solution Don came up with because he’s been trying to quit smoking, and in a community where that’s banned, it was… Continue Reading →

The gay boys are ALWAYS the best

If I think back over my life over the past two decades, I can honestly say the people who have had the most positive impact on my social life have always ALWAYS been the gay boys. Meeting Bjorn in the… Continue Reading →

self pity works for 30 seconds at a time

So maybe it took more than thirty seconds to write that last post. So maybe I have been feeling like a garbage can full of nothing for a long time. The point is I am definitely someone who has not… Continue Reading →

do we see ourselves only through our reflection in others?

I read an article the other day that really hit home about a man who had spent a few years in isolation and how he lost sense of himself because he never talked to anyone at all after being offered… Continue Reading →

Today is my Birthday

Today I turned 44. I started writing some epic post about how I was in surgery 25 years ago. How I almost died, how I have had to repeat it 7 times, and the experience is to be repeated again,… Continue Reading →

so many things to say. I have said them a lot

Hmmm. So sorry kids. I know I owe so much more to this website and my others. I have been building the meat of the other project I have mentioned–the coronabalona. I am on twitter, there, though I have neglected… Continue Reading →

camo legs and all

I have decided to refer to my stems as camo mottled–that’s what happens when you use your body as a counter weight vs just dead-lifting everything. But, if you knew me at all, you’d realize I take that as a… Continue Reading →

new realizations…

Ok you guys–I am doing the thing I allowed myself today though I did fuck around on FB for an hour. Not a smart thing to do being so stressed out by the move, but maybe the best thing to… Continue Reading →

soooo…..moving east. again.

Sorry for the radio silence, party people. It was definitely not my fault this time–I had asked to renew these sites but the admin had an accident and could not get them up. Luckily for me, he got them renewed… Continue Reading →

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