Author deanna

a swing and a hit is what you want more than anything

I have been reading a ton of books, because I can and I don’t have children and my husband is conscious a few hours of every day in tandem with me, usually right before work when it’s time to get… Continue Reading →

The Division of Aspects

So I got a hold of my friend who has helped make this happen and I have a pretty spectacular plan. Some of you may remember the site I built because I wanted to be a facilitator of aid to… Continue Reading →

format changes, face changes, changes change

jesus christ my discipline sucks-maybe NSFW or children

this is one of those if you are judgy walk away posts, fair warning *********** Better to get down to the point of it rather than tiptoe around the edges of pretty thoughts and ideas. Pretty thoughts and ideas kind of never go anywhere since they are usually the kinds of things that… Continue Reading →

reflect and deflect

Wow, all those years I missed in therapy didn’t teach me what I didn’t know about myself. And what I do know is I am an emotionally needy person who has made a lot of poor decisions in my search… Continue Reading →

closer and closer to a conclusion

I started realizing some of the hypocrisy of my own soul, some ideas and ideals I project to bitch about yet talk about and give fuel to all too much. These ideas being money and the ability truly to buy… Continue Reading →

marching into time

I still do those what I used to think were clever plays on words though most people…of course I was going to write most people do not give a fuck what I write. Of course most people don’t, my god…. Continue Reading →

10 days of lazy

Man, that was not what I meant to do, wait this long anyhow. I was trying to hold myself up to different standards, or rather any standard at all given my history. I disappear often for spans of time and… Continue Reading →

The Reluctant Survivor

One thing I think is not widely accepted, or talked about with these kinds of events we can endure, is how sometimes it’s not always a revelation or gratitude we all feel for having survived this. I am speaking for… Continue Reading →

the idea$$$$$

Okay, so I figured out some things, having really taken a deep look at our finances, or mine, for that matter, since I am the one without the resources and really, without a hell of a lot of the hope… Continue Reading →

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