Author deanna

getting on the field, I guess

Well, looks like my senses are never too too far off the mark. I have been many people in many situations and have traveled through many careers and job titles. I have spent my time in various arrangements of priorities,… Continue Reading →

we got drunk and I bought more websites

Man my motivation is completely annihilated by wine, white mostly, always dry. I hate the thought of choking down anything too syrupy without the accompaniment of something else, a competing texture as my brain doesn’t register satisfaction in one as… Continue Reading →

mental leveling and preparation

I have a slew of articles for this site I am putting up. Titles illuminating the lasting effects of having to contend with these crazy mortality conversations you have with yourself and others, the what’s now, what’s next and hopefully… Continue Reading →

this is what an open heart scar looks like after 13 years

I had a sick thought today. What if all of the people who have the gene defect are all related? All blue-eyed people go that way–one would wonder if there any spontaneous gene mutations or triggers, or are we all… Continue Reading →

a swing and a hit is what you want more than anything

I have been reading a ton of books, because I can and I don’t have children and my husband is conscious a few hours of every day in tandem with me, usually right before work when it’s time to get… Continue Reading →

The Division of Aspects

So I got a hold of my friend who has helped make this happen and I have a pretty spectacular plan. Some of you may remember the site I built because I wanted to be a facilitator of aid to… Continue Reading →

format changes, face changes, changes change

jesus christ my discipline sucks-maybe NSFW or children

this is one of those if you are judgy walk away posts, fair warning *********** Better to get down to the point of it rather than tiptoe around the edges of pretty thoughts and ideas. Pretty thoughts and ideas kind of never go anywhere since they are usually the kinds of things that… Continue Reading →

reflect and deflect

Wow, all those years I missed in therapy didn’t teach me what I didn’t know about myself. And what I do know is I am an emotionally needy person who has made a lot of poor decisions in my search… Continue Reading →

closer and closer to a conclusion

I started realizing some of the hypocrisy of my own soul, some ideas and ideals I project to bitch about yet talk about and give fuel to all too much. These ideas being money and the ability truly to buy… Continue Reading →

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