How on earth is a question those who don’t enjoy living may have of me–but one thing most people have come to understand about me is I have a very very STRONG AFFINITY for LIVING, BREATHING & SEEING. I would do almost anything to keep myself this way, though my challenges seem to have gone beyond just basic heart problems–now I am contending with some issues that seem to come with old age–a possible cancerous tumor on my literal ass, growth on my lung. Ya know, the shit that comes with living on a highly polluted environment, though I do a fair bit to avoid the worst incarnations by wearing a mask still everywhere in heavily populated places & I have the air in my home VERY filtered of all the worst shit. I cook most food I eat, don’t rely on processed meat for much & I take a lot of supplements. I have written a fair bit in terms of some postings-saying shit like I AM IMMORTAL, which clearly is a fucking lie, but it also is true that I have survived a lot more than people who were probably made of stronger stuff-& my ability to ADAPT my behavior to meet the moment & to overcome certain situations is really how.

One thing I definitely did NOT do enough of is seeing pretty places last year so I have made some promises this year to make sure I do that. I also realized I still have a good regular attention span, & reading books seems to provide a fuck of a lot more joy than many of the things I was doing with my time. I have also somehow unearthed my creative workshop so I can paint, sew, print, do MANY MANY projects again which has been missing from my repertoire-I need a more well-rounded existence & of course I am STILL writing on other sites. I don’t always tell people about this blog bc it is old old old certainly may have some evidence of me at earlier points in my evolution I may not love me for, but certainly nobody is going to pull any she was secretly racist or homophobic posts out because they SIMPLY DO NOT EXIST. Most people have an evolution of their asshole becoming their face, but I have none of that. I just may be have been a lot less discerning of some things.

Anyhow-this year I have some bigger plans. The site I have criticizing republicans has some bigger stuff coming-the COVID site I hope to get a little more robust because all these aortic dissections need some preparation & then I have a third party site I AM TELLING YOU IS THE BEST FUCKING NAME YOU HAVE EVER HEARD FOR A NEW POLITICAN PARTY. I AM A MARKETING FUCKING MAVEN & I THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR FUCKING YEARS & I promise you, what I have to OVERCOME the OLIGARCHY is good shit.

With all that being said. This year my focus is on creativity, solving my financial issues, & ensuring no republican who has a challenger wins anywhere at mid-terms. I would tell you all what I did, but I can fucking tell you that what I did do was the thing you may have thought about doing, I just did it. Sometimes that’s a thing I do…and clearly I still have the mouth I do, & I am still UNAFRAID to call a SPADE A SPADE.

I am also doing a video later on my channel. You know it, right? It’s the heartsbefore the scars this time?

2026 has some plans for me-I have some for it as well.

1) RWYD site & song.
2) CB site bettered.
3) Read from a book every day.
4) Poetry or art or fiction produced-there’s no rule on this, you want this to be an organic practice.
5) Take art or writing class with other human beings.
6) Plan a trip, maybe even 2 for the year.
7) Get SS figured.

MANIFEST YOUR DESTINY!

I know, I am horrible. But I mean, think about it–WHO FUCKING READS THIS ANYWAYS? How about if you happen upon this, just comment how & say something interesting or fun. Thanks for reading…xoxox