Wow, world. It’s kind of imploded in many ways, life here in this country–with a President seemingly completely oblivious and a public that is either too drunk or blind to see what the hell is going on. It is terrifying as the end result will be war here by Christmas is what it is looking like.

It’s gotten to the point where I cannot even talk about my feelings on Facebook without someone writing some inflamed nonsense that has no real value but to highlight the divide. I’m realizing something like social media and Facebook are really not tools for change in that way…maybe with the groucho launch maybe so…but generally it is a losing game trying to discuss unless you fill your circles with people who only agree with you–I suppose in that circumstance it could root itself in some kind of movement but now–man. I am trying to eliminate stress from my life, not highlight it. I keep people in different circles around because I don’t need to do that, surround myself with people who only agree with me. There is no growth possible in that so I don’t do it. A lot of the inflamed nonsense seems to be from people who are on either extreme but nobody seems to want to talk and honestly…people know WTF I think so why do I keep repeating it. I will always be the person rooting for justice. I tend to lean left in my ideology because I am one of the underdogs and have been at the bottom with many others more times than I can count. I am going to pull myself out of that spot and hopefully get myself up a little bit so I can help those who need it.

I think living in a dysfunctional city has made me a bit of an asshole, though, I have started to realize. I am short with people, in fact I wholeheartedly avoid them these days because it’s easier to do that–I suppose having to be suspect of a population I know nothing about is probably not abnormal. I just don’t see a good point of redemption for them because I guess I have become one of them. Working together is not something you can do in a place where people largely avoid eye contact or discussions with people they do not know. I try to make eye contact with people because I like to shake them out of their comfort zones but I often find myself not even seeking that human connection like I would in a city. In a city I want to know more about of course this would be the way. Right now I just don’t think it will be Denver if it ends up in Colorado at all…my place to ultimately call any home base.

Hmmmm….I do not know what to do with this or anything else right now…groucho for political…hearts for the honest, deco for the always pleasant, never political?

I also am starting to sell makeup–yea yeah yeah. It’s what, 27 days to 41?

Hey, I have an idea–how about a video countdown–a daily vlog starting on 10/1—21 to 41?

Yeah. That’s what you’ll get those days as I try to create and establish my villages to create my deanna empire.