implanted by hormonal imbalances…

I feel the need to shut the hell up, but scream at the heavens.

I want so much right now, and though itissoclose, I am also afraid.

Afraidofsuccess or maybe even afraidofsomething stronger.

I am trying not to push what I want to the curb, but I also know I am sensitive to the touch, of skin and of heart.

Please let something magical really be happening.