News spews. I have a motivator now, not something I had before so it’s even better. I realize that is something I had been searching for in Canada…a little know-how. I need and want the space to explore….to do the things I need. Forget waiting for someone else. All I have felt like I have been doing is waiting for people to get it together, but now I have a plan, a line item list of things I need to do to launch this, which will be amazing. This week is branding…logo and all will be done by week’s end as well as mission statement and the business description (which will rename nameless until I get products done).

Letting go has felt better in other ways too. I had my heart in that pot, and when I realized I was not going to get anything to hold on, to chew on, ugh. Though I do know my own heart and what I felt, I feel like I need to be a lot more protective of this person I am for longer-the H factor before that has also reared his head in certain ways, but I have kept that situation at arm’s length because that was a whole other train of baloney for a whole other kind of person. Who do these people think they are? That my love, help, and giving has no limits and won’t end?

Say what?