Uh huh. So I randomly got trashed last night, spewing all of my
homosexual affection for all around me–mostly because in the inside, I
am that soft, hugging girl who just wants to spread the love.
But the love spread on me last night, and ended up pushing me over the
bowl this morning, in efforts to wretch that beast called nausea out of
my body.
It didn’t work.
Ah, but anyways, I got this call a little while ago about some high
school people in town. It’s funny, Jenny and I are always coming
together to entertain some lushy old high school friend more often than
we put effort into hanging out without the excuse.
At this point my verbs are all slammed into the side of my head like
some weathered jelly doughnut. And my uterus spits pain–oh, I think
the egg’s getting ripe.
Sickkkk.
I did all this transcribing today. It’s actually kind of cool to hear
things like police interrogations or the third quarter meeting of some
big fat jeans empire. Puts a spin on things, especially when you
consider that our American values are consumerism we infect the rest of
the world with, but not that editorial. Not tonight.
My life is about to change. Hard core big time. Hope so. Because I need a different boat to paddle on for a while.
I also am growing a small volcanic tumor-like pimple on the side of my nose.
Ick.
October 17, 2004 at 5:27 am
life about to change
see “http://www.nvisible.com/1111/7/7thGate.html”
October 18, 2004 at 8:50 am
Re: life about to change
I did look at that.
Though I feel as though there may have been other points in time where this was a relevant thing.
October 18, 2004 at 9:37 am
Re: life about to change
Then:
Message from the Hopi Elders –
We Are the Ones We´ve Been Waiting For…
We have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour
Now You must go back and tell the people that this is the Hour
And there are things to be considered.
Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in the right relation?
Where is your water?
Know your garden.
It is time to speak your truth
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside yourself for the leader.
This could be a good time!
There is a river flowing now very fast
It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid.
They will try and hold onto the shore.
They will feel they are being torn apart and they will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore, and push off and into the river.
Keep our eyes open and our head above the water.
See who is in there with you and Celebrate.
At his time in history, we are to take nothing personally.
Least of all ourselves.
For the moment that we do
Our spiritual growth and journey come to a halt
The time of the lone wolf is over, Gather yourselves!
Banish the word struggle from your attitude and your vocabulary.
All that you do now must be done in a sacred manner
And in celebration.
“We are the ones we´ve been waiting for…”
The Elders, Hopi Nation, Oraibi, Arizona
October 18, 2004 at 11:45 am
Re: life about to change
These are good questions that I have often asked myself.
Thank you for posting this. It is truly something I forget with some frequency at times. I allow myself to get distracted in the process and mechanics of it all…instead of just being.
October 18, 2004 at 11:58 am
Re: life about to change
I´m sure you already have many good things in your life and better ones are still to come which will help weave together all your experiences into your true purpose.
You write very well.
Happy birthday.
October 18, 2004 at 12:03 pm
Re: life about to change
Thank you, thank you on both counts.
And I hope you’re right about that, but I am still slightly skeptical.
I checked you out the other day, actually, and intend on buddying you for the purpose of exploration of challenging perspectives–for most of the population is very limited in that.
Your editorials are well written, and thought-provoking. I post more of my political stuff elsewhere for the time being, but I agree with you on many many counts.