So I decided to stop writing those pathetic little give-ins anywhere anymore. Things have a way of manifesting when you put all of your thoughts and energies into them. So I have decided not to give in to the obvious difficulties presented to me and just move on. The thing is, my mini-breakdowns are gonna continue to happen, probably even long after I have accomplished what it is I need to do. This is more in sync with the idea that I don’t like wasting time, and I have been doing a lot of that.

So I think it is the change that I need the most; in routine, in faces, in my daily reality. New York might be a better place to visit than to live right now. And the complaints people have about Boston primarily involve night life, something I don’t partake in too often anyhow.

So I am still working on that and G, my landlord, will be helping me get temp work before I leave, which should rock.

So anyhow, thanks to those who extended their good energy and effort.

I am ok now. A ok.

Off to sneeze and work-