That’s it..I’m finished…no more martinis for me..they make me crazy and paranoid and emotional and I am sick at this moment and barassed for myself…

The reasons I don’t feel like drinking anymore, at least in major amounts are those same ones that made me quit smoking anything at all…the feelings of paranoia killing all niceness in whatever high….

ick
dark n sick and black out
I feel like I am in Norway..~cry